It is SHOCKING....

So in one week I have read 4 BOOKS!!! If you know me, you know I am as SHOCKED as you!!! No, they were not GOLDEN BOOKS lol....I read the whole series of Twilight, they are WONDERFUL!!! Now I guess I finally see why people read, you can leave reality for a while...However, I am still feeling HUNG OVER after all the reading...Almost like a small fog, maybe it is b/c in the last week I have slept a total of maybe 8 hours....I could not STOP myself...I have read books that I have enjoyed but still could never understand why there were book worms in the world, I get it now....However, I still enjoy my own reality too much to get LOST in another fog like this week lol...
My very good friend, and no I won't use your name, LOVES the books but I think it is she LOVES EDWARD lol....I have to still pick at you....What I LOVED about the books is it made me embrace things I had forgotten....No Shane is not a vampire lol but it made me remember why I fell in love with him many moons ago....He is MY Edward, really much more than even the super strong vampire lol...As I was reading the book I remembered things from our past that I had forgotten or really they didn't seem significant in our relationship at the time...Now I remember them and see the GREAT significance of each moment...
God has been helping us get our lives and our relationship on track for a while now...Not that we didn't love each other but the longer you are married it seems you forget the WHY and just go through the NORMAL routines....The wanting to hug and kiss and blah blah seems mundain at times b/c I guess you just get numb, well not such a good word, but you just get COMFORTABLE with each other and don't feel it neccessary maybe....When I started reading the books I was not expecting to GAIN anything from them b/c well it is non-fiction....but again, God laughs, and showed me once again that HE will use whatever he wants to make an impact on my life....So while things were already changing, they are even more different than just a week ago....I have a GREATER appreciation for Shane, even though I have thought for a long while now he was pretty super, now I know how BLESSED I am to have such an AMAZING husband....Is he perfect, am I perfect, NO; but what we have and what we CHOOSE to see and feel for each other, still BLOWS my mind, even 15 years later....We have already spent half of our lives together and now I see why I need to THANK my creator DAILY for Shane....His love is something I will never completly understand b/c well he is human, and in human terms/conditions, he should have never hung around...but thankfully God had His hand and some how allowed Shane to see something in me worth fighting for I suppose....
Any how that is my blog and you can think I am absolutely crazy, which is TRUE...but I guess I LOVE my reality of craziness so much now that I DON'T CARE....I am who I am and so glad I see that LIFE is to be enjoyed and cherished, every MOMENT....