On my mind...

For the last several days my mother has been on my mind, as she often is. I made the playlist of songs that you are hearing on my page a long while ago. When the pain hurts a little too much I play these songs, and it reminds me of the "happy" times that I remember. Way back before life got too complicated, when it was me and her cruising the streets of the ROCK with her friends. WOW, how life has changed since those days...Those were the most peaceful moments I remember from being litte, the moments of me and her...I pray that someday things will be different and there will be peace....As much as I try, I can never NOT love my mother, not loving would be the EASY part...I know I will NEVER be the daughter she wants and she will NEVER be the mother I want but I pray some how God can make a way.....The way we humans complicate life sometimes......Any how enjoy the music, I can thank her for GREAT TASTE in songs....I LOVE these old tunes, back when music was music....Where ever you are mom, know I LOVE you; always have and always will....my cross to carry...